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Wednesday, 18 February 2009

  • it's been long

    it's pretty weird come back to xanga and write a blog
    just being too free for this noon
    that's how this blog meant to

    there are heaps to catch up since my last update here
    im not gonna continue anyway =)
    after came back from penang
    things go the same
    i got promoted by the way
    apparently,pay is higher, but just a dollar
    it's better than none  =P

    been thinking of moving out
    been thinking of getting a car
    been thinking of buying a mobile
    so much so much thinking
    just can't be bother to stay myself calm
    uni starting soon
    which i think i might have more time ( i mean while travelling on train or bus)
    oh well, not actually
    coz i always fall asleep like a log

    people go, people stay
    me, still in perth
    feel like going home
    go back to the lifestyle who owned by me, Jamie Ang
    feeling lost
    the current Jamie is not the one you guys knew anymore
    seriously, i changed dramatically
    no idea whether it supposed to be a good side or bad side
    who cares? at least, i don't



Thursday, 21 August 2008

Saturday, 16 August 2008

  • 对于沁怡的部落格

    看了一些你写的故事
    老实说,我真的很感动
    不知道你是否相信,此刻我哭得稀里哗啦的
    离开家里的感觉不好受
    我深深的理解
    奉劝我的朋友,如果现在家人在你身边
    付出你百分百的爱,给与他们最真挚的关心

    当你去到远方时,或他们不在你身边时
    你已经无法表现出你的爱了
    我们,实在是窝囊
    一直以来,不敢表达
    当你想表达时,总是你失去时
    一切一切,已经太迟了
    不要压抑自己,把爱说出来
    你会发现,世界会因此更美丽!
    或许有些人,没尝试过失去至亲的感觉
    相信有经历过的人会有共鸣

    对我而言,生命是短暂的
    我学会了珍惜
    也懂了活在当下的哲理
    我努力不让自己后悔
    想做就做的性格
    让我有那份勇气尝试新东西
    每个挑战,都是成功的必经点
    我深信,我能完成我的梦想
    来这里的理由开始模糊了
    以前,我是因为你
    而你一再拒绝我
    我也拿你没辙
    实在不懂,我该否放弃
    甚至,有些时候觉得我做错了抉择
    但这已不重要了
    既然我来到了,我必须面对
    我已经没有后路
    只能一直往前冲
    没有必要再往后看了
    过去的,是我对不起你
    是我没有尽能力给你最好的
    无论我现在付出多少,你还是无动于衷
    我选择,在远方默默祝福你
    每个月送你一份小心意
    但愿你可以过得比以前幸福
    我会慢慢学会放下

    ,还是无法停止
    多半是为了我思念的人
    而一些是因为你
    累了,还是无法停止脚步
    为了负担我的学费
    还有我的开销
    我不得不撑下去
    很多人,甚至我,曾经羡慕出国留学的人
    但,那种日子真的不好过
    就算有些人不必担忧钱的问题
    家人不在身边是一个很致命的问题
    我,与别人不一样
    不想增加父母的负担,我扛起了学费的责任
    所谓的‘半工读’的生活得却很坎坷
    我希望,偶尔有人可以和我一起分享
    另一个不同点是,我寄人篱下
    把问题弄得更糟
    表面上来说,其实是件好事
    至少我省了房租和日常开销
    可是,世界上是没有免费的午餐
    什么事情总是有它的代价
    有些时候,他们家里发生了一些争执或误会
    毕竟身为外人的我,会是他们第一个怀疑的对象
    他们并没有告诉我
    但我知道,我真的知道他们怀疑我
    那种感觉,真的很难受
    这样的日子,还有三年要过
    我只好学着习惯

    谈到半工读
    工作后的疲惫
    隔天一早起床去上课
    上完课又去工作的感觉
    并没有很多人懂
    那是多么的低落

    尤其尤其是当你一个人走在那又暗又冷的街道上

    一步一步地往你住的地方

    路途是多么的遥远与寂寞

    而且,那并不是你最想要去的目的地
    因为你会一直想,如果是走着回到自己的家
    那该有多好?
    做工,有很多无法避免的事情
    比如说,得看别人的脸色,或则站在一旁听他们说你不懂的语言等等。

    心情得到谷底
    对我来说,已经不是很惊讶的情绪
    我早已习惯
    试想,一个人身在国外
    过着与以前差天和地的生活
    那是有多么的惨!!哈哈
    不知道该用什么形容词
    无论心情怎么差
    日子总是要过
    太阳还是会升起
    时间也不会因而停止
    所以,我也不能松懈
    必须赶紧脚步往梦想朝去
    朋友们,大家一起加油吧!
    紧记,还有我比你们更辛苦
    你们并不是最惨的那个
    因为还有我帮你们垫底
    有好多好多故事想跟你们分享
    希望我回去时,我们可以大家一起坐下慢慢的细说大家的经历
    想必会很精彩
    我真的很期待重逢的日子

Friday, 15 August 2008

  • hmm..
    wanna train myself to sleep 8 hours a day..
    practice a healthy lifestyle..
    not gaining weight anymroe..
    but lose..
    hopefully  =P

    the job at nando's is going well..
    everyone is pretty good..
    kate's boyfriend dropped me home last night..
    don't have to take bus..hell good!!

    going to zoo later..
    should be sort of exciting..
    the weather this week is sucks!!
    hot in the day..
    cold in the night..
    anyway,mother of nature calling..
    bye..

Wednesday, 13 August 2008

  • Law Lecture

    having law lecture now..
    which is hell boring..
    i tried not to fall asleep..
    therefore i brought my laptop..
    it works!!plus,i drank mocha..
    i'm not the person who drinks coffee..
    when i attend lecture or tutorials..
    no choice but only coffee helps..
    then only i believe that its function..
    before this,the only circumstances that i drink coffee is when i'm alone walking around..
    starbucks or coffee bean is my choice..
    but now,every wed and thurs,mocha is a must to me..

    almost half of the lecture now..
    still have a tutorial after this..
    i'm tiring..
    went to bed around 1 last night..
    and woke up late this morning..
    hence,i didn't take shower..
    stinks!!!
    well,i did spray perfume..
    kinda headache on my tutorial homeworks..
    i'm run out of time again!!
    god,please give me more time..
    maybe 25 hours a day?
    obviously,it wouldn't happen..

    was chatting with chean last night..
    both of us seems facing same difficulties..
    and trap in the dark part of our life..
    this is our path to success anyway..
    it's tough to go over it..
    however,we work hard together..
    the process turning to adult..
    which i'm still grouping as young adult now  =P
    whatever..who cares!!
    i have lost news from sk and hui li..
    no clues what's going on them..

    Olympics started,everyone was focusing on it..
    so do i..
    eventhough shortage of time..
    this is big event that i shouldn't miss..
    i'm still waiting sychronize swimming..
    which is my favourite event..
    ummm...
    should plan some outing..
    life has been too packed!!
    wanna take some photos..
    oh yea,Frankie burnt me some the sims 2 expansion packs..
    this make me addicted to it again..
    it really consume so much of my time..
    that's the reason shortage happen..
    alright,gotta pay more attention!!

    Jo,i have just read some of your blog entries..
    poor on you..
    as you mentioned,all your friends drifted apart..
    then when ya gonna leave?
    give me a ring or nudge me when you needed..

    Wii Fit...
    where on earth are you??
    i'm waitng you desperately..
    i wanna send it back to my family so that they can play!!

    i have been day dreaming all the time
    always thinking of the days when i go back
    gathering with friends
    driving around
    and and and
    see you
    just send a scarf to you
    i bet you've received it
    this time my detail is not written
    perhaps you don't know it's me the one who did it
    eventually,you didn't shout on me
    or maybe you haven't recieve it
    i've no idea
    when when when
    when is the best time to give you the ring?
    i'm still considering
    should i just send it to you?
    or.......


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